It’s dawned on me that the constant drive to self-improvement is a waste of time.
I think what I think, feel what I feel, experience what I experience.
Constant self-improvement means I am a product in need of improvement. How perfect for this system of predatory capitalism! We look inward while the country goes to hell. Or distract ourselves instead of organizing and writing for economic justice.
So I’ve decided to leave myself alone, give myself a break, and experience more energy as a result. So I have more energy to write.